Well, I've been not really well for about two weeks now - just a bit of a cold-flu thing, and nothing bad enough to make me feel sick.
But enough to make me feel not really well.
Low on energy, slightly gluggy feeling in the back of my throat which causes a bit of a cough, but when I cough it doesn't clear.
It is not enough to make me feel unwell, but I am just not on top of things.
Everything is an effort, everything asks for more energy than I seem to have.
And it is not enough to justify staying home from work, but it is hard to concentrate and keep my mind on the job.
The annoying thing about it is that I wish I would just get sick, or get better - but this half and half thing is just frustrating.
And I now realise that I am using this word "Frustrating" an awful lot lately.
And I have only just added two and two together and come up with four on this.
I am feeling frustrated with this silly half sick feeling, and that means that I am getting frustrated with all sorts of side issues - after all, you can't get angry at being unwell. And that means that I am taking out that frustration on other things.
I try not to, but......
Well at least I am glad I have a wife who loves me, and kids who put up with me.
I thank God for them.
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